Chapter 8
The kids started playing in the garden, and they just finished eating the snacks I prepared for them.
I lifted the shades I was wearing and then pulled out the phone to check the mail. For a few days, I could not see the urgent meetings for Papa's law firm.
I only do a catch-up at night after I read bedtime stories and let them sleep. It wasn't until my calories were over that Remon would punch me in the room.
I go out and go through the veranda when she comes in. If it wasn't for my children, I wouldn't have tolerated it.
I raised my eyebrows as Athanasia's message popped up on my messenger's chat heads. I opened it, and the gimlal was the target of the tarantada.
Before I went and went to the farm, we went out, but I had never told him that we were at the farm today. I send my selfie and pose like I am in the pictorial now.
The sound of the camera and the early travel to the site is really funny. It's been a long time since my last pictorial.
I was stuck in contact with Thana when Remon was sitting with me, holding a laptop and talking to her. I was annoyed to have to leave and approach the children.
"You can tell Aunt Yhra to come with us. We have something to go to." His warm and small hand touched mine. I could feel the warmth of his palm in my hand. I quickly become emotional when children show fun and when it comes to it.
I can't afford my children, because in any case I want to recover from them.
"Lessandro and Cassianna. It's our secret, okay?" They made a pinky promise and we walked to the pool. After that, there were trees, and the forests were next.
After we got there, they took a flower and the twins prayed about what they were going to eat.
"Oh, don't fight the kids. Whom are you giving to?" I asked them and turned my face to them. Sandro held the blue flower and Cassi was holding her.
"Mama said that her favorite color is blue. That is why I picked blue flowers." It showed and approached the flower.
"But Mama said that red means love. I want to tell her that I love her so much that she will come home already." Cassi went and the brothers took a shower.
I smiled. But my heart is beating my heart now, honestly. I am entitled to my children.I could not fight against my rights because I was weak and quickly turned around.
I also don't know what is right and the next time I have to do it. I was guilty because I knew I had a fight. But I became weak for my children and myself.
This is the fruit of their labor, but they would not have claimed my son. Because I'm the mom, not Dana. I'll make sure he can't go home until I get my children back.
But the pain is because I heard it from them. I want to shout that I'm their mother, not Dana. I was supposed to call them Mom, because I was the one who gave birth to them for nine months.
I wiped my tears and smiled at them, "Keep those two flowers, kids. Whatever you give to your mom, she will accept it. Because she loves you so much." I rubbed their heads and hugged them once.
My heart is beating. It is very painful and sad. As their mother, all I want is to recover them. Nothing else. Because no one can match the children, the husband will quickly change and find.
However, no amount can match the value of a child.
I whispered, "I love you," as I glanced. As the two of them hugged, there was no guarantee how long we would be together. But I will take advantage while they are by my side.
We were holding hands back home and they went with their nanny to bathe because the twins were sweating. Remon had come up and his two hands were in his pocket now.
"Did you enjoy it? You seem to be getting the kids inside," he said, and I am a bit confused. I don't know if that is praise or if Remon is insulting me today.
"You know what's happier?" I walked to the bar counter and got a Chivas Regal there. I slowly sipped the glass after I translated it.
"If I can recover my children, that woman is not their real mother. And if I were with you, that would be a decision. Because when I recover my children, you will not see any children." I dropped the glass and sat down on the high stool. Remon approached my chair and put both his hands on my side.
"If you did something, do you think your kids would be happy? Will you stay away from them just for your own decision?" He asked and looked straight into my eyes. Those stares make me feel uncomfortable now.
It makes me feel uneasy, strange and I don't know how to break that gaze, I feel like I'm trapped in Remon's eyes and looks now. He is trying to manipulate me.
"That is the consequences of your actions, Remon." I pushed her chest slightly to get away from me. Because his face is so close to my face right now.
"You are the one who is reckless from the very start. In the hospital, Laguna and lastly. What you see. You decide on no basis." I looked it in the eyes and then smiled.
"You can't blame me if I decide for their own good. If you were, you would like to lie to your children and throw away the person without a basis. Change me remon,"
"I will do what I want. Don't blame me and convince you for your own will."
"You just killed the yhra who is stupid and stupid, time change. Hope you too," I said before leaving the hight stool and walked up to the house.