Chapter 7
As Remon and I discussed after that night, I was with the kids and was in the middle of a flight to their remon farm.
They look clueless and ask where is Dana. They are looking for Danary. It makes my heart die a little. But I couldn't do anything yet.
I can't demand or rush the process. I can't tell that they are not the mother of the woman they are. Maybe I am their mother by blood. But Dana does my job when Remo takes them away from me.
I was in the passenger seat and Remon drove. The children are in the back, sleeping and tired of crying because they are looking for what they think is their mother.
I took a deep breath and looked at the trees we were going through. The hardships I still complain about. He can take away my twins in a snap of his hands. I have to plan and turn Remon's head so I can recover them.
I don't really expect much from him. That night he touched and fucked me is like nothing. I can't feel any intimate feelings from that night. It's purely sex between two ex-lovers.
I also need to raise my fence. I have a bad feeling and hopefully not to know what I am.
"Yhra to earth," Remon said, and smiled at me. Those smiles. I saw it before, when I was pregnant with the twins. I just realized that my family is complete. But the two of us know that we're all right now. It's unfortunate that my twins can't call me mom. Then I couldn't force them to call me their mom.
It's killing me deep inside. I didn't think of such a situation. I wanted to be with them, but I couldn't think right and right. This is the result of my hard work.
"What again, remonise?" I promise you, with irritation in my voice, my eyes automatically roll three hundred sixty degrees.
"Papa, I just want to ask where Mama is." She said, "She wants to have a rest and then she is not here with us." I look at him and caress his pinkish cheeks. Previously, their twins were Cassianna and Lessiana, but my mom forgot to tell me that my son was a boy, so she changed it to Lesandro.
"Your Mama has a misunderstanding with her Grandpa and Grandma. And some adult stuff, son, but I am here with your Aunt Yhra." Remon messed up our son's hair and smiled at Cassianna.
"You can call her mommy if you feel lonely and your mom is gone," he said casually, but the impact on me was so heavy. I want to hear them call me their mother too.
I keep hoping and dreaming, even though our situation is very complicated.
"Papa, it's embarrassing to Aunt Yhra," Cassianna said, and her cheeks blushed.
I smiled at it and rubbed her long hair with the color of my hair in chocolate.
"I don't mind baby girl, I can be your mom for the entire week," I said, and she smiled, embraced, and kissed me.She's so affectionate. Maybe Dana wasn't so close to them because I also saw that there was a chance that I couldn't see Dana's mother in the children.
"Okay, mommy for a week." Lesandro's hand held my hand and smiled as well. I kissed his forehead and let them play. Remon is watching what we do now.
He trapped me here. Even though I had a meeting after we talked, I adjusted immediately. It's a once in a lifetime opportunity. It's hard to miss it.
"Kids, don't be too nasty. Aunt Yhra has something to do with her; she just went with her since she is a good friend of mine," he said, and I couldn't help but to roll my eyes and frown at him.
"Yes, daddy," Cassianna said, "We behave so that Mommy Yhra doesn't get bored and we don't leave like Mom." I couldn't tell my children that I had something to do with Dana's leaving and leaving them.
Maybe she really deserves that break, especially if they don't love Reme.
"It's fine, babies. I'm not leaving you, and mommy loves you." I can't keep my hands off of them, maybe because they'll lose me later and I can't handle it again.
All I have to do is go to them. They are my children, and even though I know I am in pain and will be affected by what I do, I do not want to be cowardly.
"Promise?" They ask and I hug Cassianna and Lesandro.
"I promise." I promise to avoid looking at Remon. He is watching. I could see in her eyes that she was hurting too, but why did she ever regret it?
I didn't lose my anger in the chest. He knew it was first, but why didn't he chase me or go back? Whether they are married or not.
I would have accepted him then, but now. I can't be sure because I was angry and annoyed with her and why I was so upset and letting her do what she wanted wasn't for her. just for my children, nothing more.
Even I, I don't want to put color in what he does for me, now. It's all right, it's time for us to be there together.
"We are here," Remon said and turned off the engine. The twins came out first and they ran into the garden in front of the house. The farm is wide and the small lake and the trees are around.
"Yhra, we really need to talk." Remon held my hand, but I looked at his hand on my shoulder now. I try my best to hide my disgust to him, but it went out naturally.
"For what remon? It's all over we have, aren't we?" I promise to promise and humiliate my voice, I don't want to hear our kids talk.
"And that night, that was the first and last chance you could do that. If you can't respect me, I'll do it for myself Remon."
"If I let you do what you want, I will be poor and will eventually be affected." I removed her from my shoulder, got out of the car and knocked on the door.
"Yhra, you can't understand my situation," he said and I look at him like he is the most pathetic person I've ever seen in my life.
"Why am I remon, do you understand that it has been my situation for a few years that you have been with my children?" It is speechless and trying to reach my hand now.
"Don't say and stop manipulating me. If you use my kids who are scary when I don't do what you want, I'm telling you remon, don't stop," I said without breaking my stares to his eyes.
"You can't underestimate me now remon. You can't turn me back remon again."
"And this time, you're going to spin my hands. Remember that." I rubbed his neck before passing it.
I'll never beat it again, I'll take my children back.
I took the phone in my bag and called dad, maybe I really need his powers now.
"Dad, we can talk after my vacation, this is very important."