Chapter 3
"What are you doing here?" He asked while looking at me. My unexpected visit made him uncomfortable. I was in his office where I was first exploited, taking advantage of my weakness.
"Is that how you say hi to your patient?" I stood up and slowly approached Remon's place. He couldn't believe that I was standing right in front of him.
"Well, I am your patient now. I feel sick, Doctor. Can you help me?" I tried to tease him but he didn't pay attention to me. Instead he pushed me a little to get out of his way and he sat down and let me stand.
"Ms. Santos, can you tell me what happened to you or how you feel?" I smirked and sat in front of him, staring at Remon for a moment, then shaking his head. He didn't change anything. He looks worse now. Why? Is he not happy with Dana?
"I feel devastated. My chest hurts while all the time I always think that I am alone." He sighed, then shook his head and wrote something on the paper and signed it.
"It's a recommendation from me to try this psychiatrist. Your problem is in your brain." I try my best to keep it cool even though my hand is really shaking and not to hit or hurt him.
"Must be love on the brain," I said, trying my best to tease him, I wanted to see his reaction and to get him pissed off.
Every time I look at him, all the aches and pains come back. I have memories of yesterday that keep coming back to me even though several years have passed.
There are wounds that are really hard to heal, especially if the sacrifices and patience ended up in vain.
"Excuse me, aren't we professional here? I am your patient and you're my doctor. Don't tell me you haven't moved on after those years that you're happily married with Dana." He looked stiff when I talked fearlessly. I didn't hesitate on every word that came out of my mouth.
"I can't move on. My fiance cheated on me for the second time." I laugh hard and hold my stomach. I can't believe that the man who do a grave mistake is complaining about cheating, as if he didn't commit or done something horrible, than cheating? Or maybe he's just blind because he doesn't want to look stupid for the decision he made before.
"You're stupid. How did you get fooled if you just set everything up? Well, I won't waste my time explaining some past that makes me miserable. I don't want to go back to the things that destroyed me. All I wanted was my children." This time, he smirked at me and laughed sarcastically.
"From the day you had sex with Carlo, you lost your rights to your children Yhra, until my last breath, children will not recognize you." I can't hide the madness and irritation in my eyes. It's good to be hurt again and again.
"Yes, tell that to the court. I hope your reasons are valid, because if they prove that all your accusations against me are wrong, You're doomed. Your children will be further away from you." I gently caress his cheeks and smile at him. He never changes at all.
"If you could handle me then, well. You can't do the same thing that you've done to me, not now, not tomorrow, and not in the future. I will fight for the rights of my children, because I am just their mother, only me." He shook your hand and glared at me. I need to make him mad at me. I want to give the same old medicine that he fed me with ignorance.
"You have no right to children. A woman like you has no place in my children's lives. You are so dirty and have no self-respect." I slapped him hard, my hands shaking with annoyance and anger.
"Perhaps you are forgetting, Remonise, who really defiled my person? Don't tell me you've already forgotten what you've done to me. I accept it. Everything that you did was a mistake. Who could be more stupid than me? Then again, can you tell me? You lost, you let go of the woman you can foo for the second time." I distance myself. Maybe the slap will be worse and it will be followed by something worse.
"Well, thank you for hurting and dragging me down. You only made my anger and hatred for you even more alive. I will see you anywhere in court. I will get my children back Remon, mark my words." I put down my calling card before walking out. I can feel that anytime, my chest will collapse from the weight and pain.
I rushed into the elevator, burst out crying, and cried hard.The pain is that even though it's been a few years, he still hasn't been enlightened by his kindness to me.
"You are so shameless!" I shout at the top of my lungs. I gently wipe away my tears and watch my reflection. I look like the same Yhra before. Crying in pain and looking weak
"Why, I don't understand." I walked out and headed to the parking lot. I opened my car and quickly called Athanasia, and she answered my call right away.
"What, I'm here at work, very busy." I start sobbing hard and wiping my tears away, even though it's repeated and doesn't want to stop.
"My girl. That's where you are, I told you. Before that meeting, that jerk was not a good move. I'll take you to my cousin who is hotter and can bang you hard, so you can forget the pain,and the pain will convert at your pussy." I drive my car away while listening to her voice. I find it relaxing. I met her in the States, in Vegas. She's shouting and throwing her phone at the car and throwing stones at it.
I helped her and brought her to my house, since I stayed there for a while for some projects. I just met her. After that, I became friends with her. "What are you doing there? Stop me. I'm a single mom. Are you crazy?" I hissed, saw the building where she works, and parked my car without being stopped.