On the day the wedding date was cancelled, I was free
Chapter 4
"I can do whatever I want to you. I am your entire world. You will never forget me."
His mouth found mine again, breath hot and ragged against my skin.
"Mia Henson, you are *mine*."
The words drilled into my skull like a relentless reminder.
No warmth. Only a suffocating weight pressing down, down, down. A cold-blooded serpent coiling around its prey. Ice flooded my veins. A chill slithered down my spine. My body trembled—*traitor*—betraying every ounce of resolve I'd fought to hold.
But I refused to respond.
Fists clenched. Spine rigid. A wooden statue.
His eyes bored into mine, searching for a flicker—any flicker—of affection. Of love.
My gaze gave him nothing. Empty. Hollow. He manipulated my limbs like a marionette, and I let him. No resistance. No satisfaction.
His anger spiked.
"Do you love me?" The words dropped an octave, heavy with menace. "Mia Henson, *do you love me?!*"
"Say it! You love me! Say you fucking love me!"
My lips pressed into a thin, pale line.
Silence.
It drove him over the edge. He shook me, fingers digging into my arms hard enough to bruise.
"Mia Henson, are you fucking *mute*?!"
His voice cracked with rage. "You used to crawl for my attention—couldn't beg enough just to see me once. Now I'm giving you what you want, and *this* is how you act?! Playing hard-to-get—is that fun for you?!"
*Smack!*
My hand connected with his cheek before I knew it was moving.
My fingers trembled in the aftermath.
The memory of *that* night surged like bile—
I still remembered the euphoria when he first held me. I had overcome every fear, cast aside every shred of dignity to stay with him, begging the universe that this intimacy would make him love me. Just a little. Just *enough*.
But the moment I let my guard down and embraced him, his lips brushed my forehead, and he murmured softly:
"Amy... do you like it..."
A bone-piercing chill.
Shattered.
In that moment, my heart stopped. My chest forgot how to rise and fall.
"You... you've got the wrong person!"
I shoved him away, snatching the blanket to cover my trembling body, retreating to the corner of the room like a cornered animal.
Zion Gilbert hit the floor. He rubbed his aching brow, gaze shifting from the mess on the bed to me—cowering like a frightened rabbit.
His face darkened.
"Mia Henson, I *warned* you."
"No! It wasn't me—it was *you*!" I stammered. "You grabbed me. I thought... I thought—"
"You thought I fell in love with you?" A cruel laugh. "Thought I wanted to be a *real* husband? Dream on."
"I drank too much. Walked into the wrong room. That's all." His eyes turned to ice. "Remember this, Mia Henson: the only person I love is Amy. No matter what you do, it's useless."
"If there's a next time, I won't spare you."
The door slammed.
I collapsed in the cold corner, curling into myself, knees to chest, arms wrapped tight.
"Soon... it's almost time..."
"Hold on, Mia. Just hold on a little longer..."
Despite swallowing emergency contraception immediately, I still got pregnant.
When Zion found out, he destroyed everything he could get his hands on. Furniture. Glass. Walls. Finally, he pointed a shaking finger at my face and issued his decree:
"I won't let this child be born. Get rid of it."
Then he took Amy Swanson to Japan for Christmas.
I faced the surgery alone.
My mother-in-law discovered the appointment and volunteered to accompany me.
In name, it was care.
In reality, surveillance.
I had suffered enough. The bitterness of loving him had bled me dry. Now I only wanted to repay the Gilbert family's kindness—and obtain my freedom.
"Zion, where were you? The banquet is about to start. We need to leave."