Chapter 1

I'm the daughter of a Mafia Don and his first wife.

When I went missing at five, a woman who picked through trash in the slums took me in.

She sent me out to beg. No money meant no food.

Once, I came home empty-handed two days in a row. Starving, I stole a piece of expired bread from the kitchen.

She glued my lips shut and locked me in a storage room.

Three days later, a neighbor found me barely alive.

I survived.

But from that day on, I couldn't speak.

When I turned eighteen, my adoptive mother tried to sell me to a nightclub.

I fought as she dragged me toward the entrance and grabbed a passing man by the leg.

He looked down at my face.

Then he froze.

A few days later, a luxury car pulled up outside our house.

The men who stepped out said they'd come to take me home.

I was the Don's missing daughter.

Now I'm standing in the Bellinis' marble foyer.

My mother has barely stopped crying when a girl my age comes down the stairs.

"This is Celia," she tells me. "Your sister."

Celia smiles.

I try to smile back.

But when she says hello, I can't answer.

Her smile fades.

Less than an hour later, she's standing in the same foyer with a suitcase.

"It's okay, Luca. I'll go."

My brother catches the handle before she can lift it.

"You're not going anywhere."

Celia looks at me. We're both eighteen, but she knows exactly where to stand in this house. Close enough to our brother that his arm settles around her shoulders.

"I know finding your real daughter changes things," she tells my parents. "I just thought I'd have time to say goodbye."

"No one asked you to leave," my mother says.

"Then why won't she even speak to me?"

I raise my hands.

I'm not trying to make you leave. I can't speak.

Celia watches my fingers. Her mouth trembles.

Luca steps between us.

"Enough. Tell her she's welcome here."

I look from him to my father.

Salvatore Bellini stands beside the staircase in a dark suit. The men who brought me here stopped talking when he entered the room.

Now he waits, too.

I reach for my phone.

Luca catches the movement.

"Look at her when she's talking to you."

"I think she's trying to tell us something," my mother says.

I type quickly, then turn the screen around.

I'm sorry. I haven't spoken since I was five.

Nobody moves.

"What?" my mother says.

I type another sentence.

I can hear you. I just can't talk.

She comes closer, slowly this time.

"All this time?"

I nod.

Her eyes fill.

"We'll figure this out."

Luca looks at my father.

"The Millers never mentioned this."

Of course they didn't.

Ruth cried through the entire goodbye. She called me her baby and held my wrist so tightly that her thumb left a bruise.

Frank told my father they'd never had much, but they'd always put me first.

I kept my eyes on the car.

The man outside the nightclub worked for Salvatore. He thought I looked like my mother.

Ruth told him I was throwing a tantrum because she wouldn't let me go inside. I couldn't tell him what she was really doing.

He started asking questions about where I'd come from. Then came old photographs and a DNA test.

On the day they came to take me home, Ruth told them she'd spent years trying to find my family.

I stood beside her while she lied.

Every time I reached for my phone, her fingers tightened around my wrist.

I wanted to tell them about the nightclub.

I also knew what would happen if they left without me.

I told myself I'd explain once I was in the car.

But even after we drove away, I kept expecting someone to turn around and take me back.

I said nothing.

Now, watching my brother glare at me, I wish I'd shown them the truth before Ruth could tell them her version.

Celia moves toward me.

"I'm so sorry. I didn't know."

Her fingers close around my wrist.

I pull away before I can stop myself.

She freezes.

"I was only trying to—"

"Nora." Luca's voice hardens. "She apologized."

My mother takes his arm.

"Let her breathe."

For a moment, Celia looks at Elena's hand.

Then she lowers her eyes.

That night, a woman shows me to a bedroom bigger than the Millers' entire living room.

There's a tray of food beside the bed.

"Mrs. Bellini thought you might be hungry."

I wait until she leaves before touching it.

I eat standing up, facing the door.

Later, my mother comes to check on me. She notices the empty plate but says nothing.

"We have an appointment tomorrow," she tells me. "With a doctor. Just to understand what you need."

I nod.

She reaches toward my face.

I flinch.

Her hand stops.

"May I fix your collar?"

After a moment, I nod again.

She straightens the folded edge with two fingers.

When she leaves, she asks whether I want the door open.

I hold my thumb and finger a little apart.

"Of course."

I lie down with the lamp on.

Sometime after midnight, voices drift through the gap.

"Do you think she really can't?" Celia asks.

"We'll find out tomorrow."

"What if she just doesn't want us?"

Luca doesn't answer immediately.

I pull the blanket up to my chin.

Then I hear him.

"If she's sick, we'll get her help."

A pause.

"But if she's lying to hurt you, she and I are going to have a problem."