Chapter 1

Claire Whitman posted the first photo at 8:17 p.m.

I knew because I had been sitting alone at our table for fifty-two minutes, watching the candle between the bread basket and untouched wine burn lower and lower while Ethan ignored my calls.

The photo showed an oceanfront cabana at Four Seasons Maui.

White curtains. A silver ice bucket. Two glasses of champagne. A sunset too expensive to look real.

Her caption read:

Finally healing in paradise. Some people always know how to take care of me.

I stared at the screen until the letters blurred.

The waiter came by for the third time, his smile now softened with pity.

“Still waiting for someone, ma’am?”

I looked at the empty chair across from me.

Three years ago, Ethan Hayes had brought me to this same restaurant after his promotion to international captain. He had worn a navy suit, ordered a bottle of wine without looking at the price, and told me I made Manhattan feel like home.

Back then, I believed him.

Back then, I thought love meant waiting.

Waiting for late flights.

Waiting for delayed texts.

Waiting for him to remember my birthday, my school art show, my mother’s medicine, the dinner reservation I had made three weeks in advance.

Tonight was supposed to be different.

Tonight, I was going to break up with him.

Instead, I was waiting again.

My phone buzzed.

Not Ethan.

Claire had posted another story.

This time, the camera was tilted toward the champagne. At the edge of the frame, a man’s hand reached for the glass.

A silver pilot’s watch caught the Maui sunset.

My stomach turned cold.

I knew that watch.

I had saved for two months to buy it for Ethan when he made captain. He had kissed my forehead that night and said he would never take it off because it reminded him of me.

Now it was shining beside Claire Whitman’s champagne glass in Hawaii.

I laughed once.

The sound came out wrong.

The waiter looked even more concerned.

“Ma’am?”

I placed my napkin on the table.

“Can I get the check?”

He hesitated. “Your guest hasn’t arrived yet.”

“He’s not coming.”

Outside, Manhattan was wet with rain. Yellow cabs slid past the curb, headlights smeared across the pavement like paint.

I had just stepped under the awning when a black Porsche Cayenne pulled into the no-parking lane.

For half a second, my stupid heart moved.

Then the passenger window rolled down.

Claire leaned out, her blond hair loose around her shoulders, her skin glowing with a tan no New York spring could have given her.

Around her neck was a delicate gold necklace I had never seen before.

Maui still clung to her like perfume.

“Hi, Maya,” she said, smiling as if she had not just posted my boyfriend’s hand on her vacation story. “Sorry we’re late. Ethan had to pick me up from the airport.”

We.

Ethan stepped out of the driver’s seat, still wearing the navy sweater I had packed for him before his so-called layover.

“Maya,” he said quickly. “I can explain.”

I looked at him.

At the man who told me my Native mother could take a fifteen-hour train because holiday flights were “too complicated.”

At the man who booked Claire’s family lie-flat business-class seats to Hawaii.

At the man who said my mother would not be comfortable in his Tribeca condo, then paid for Claire to sleep in an ocean-view suite at Four Seasons Maui.

At the man who watched my mother eat from a paper plate in his kitchen while Claire had an entire drawer of porcelain cups he called “hers.”

For once, I did not ask why.

I did not raise my voice.

I did not cry.

I simply opened the door of the Uber that had pulled up beside me.

Ethan reached for my wrist.

“Maya, wait.”

I stepped back before he could touch me.

“No,” I said.

It was the same word he had given me when I asked for one plane ticket for my mother.

Only mine sounded final.

I got into the car and closed the door.

Through the rain-streaked window, I saw Ethan standing under the awning, Claire still watching from the passenger seat.

My phone buzzed again.

Claire had posted a close-up of the gold necklace.

Best trip ever.

I blocked her first.

Then I blocked Ethan.

Then I leaned back, watched Manhattan blur into lights, and finally let myself breathe.

My mother had been right.

Some people showed you exactly who they were.

You just had to stop translating cruelty into love.