My killer, my mafia boss

It's funny how small choices can make us completely lose our way in life. And that's how it was with Jamie, I felt like I was on a merry-go-round of emotions. Each day struggling against the unbridled course of this situation. But you don't know what that's like, do you?

Right now I should be feeling guilty, but oh God! I can't, because the devil asked me to dance. And I liked it.